Fear relationship without trust

 I think trust is most important in relationship.


 some people who pretend to agree with my opinion or to be kind to me  make it hard to trust other people.
 That is like a disease.
It covers my eyes with deception and spreads disbelief in my mind.
some people can't get over that disease. so they shut off themselves from any relationship and to be isolated.
I don't want to lose people around me this way.

The point of this fear is, it's hard to seperate dishonesty form honesty.
Like that picture, when we face each other, we just recognize the outer layer e.g(pretending honestly)